Jun 14, 2010

Funny... but not really.

You know what's weird? Jane's at daycare right now but I keep hearing her. I keep hearing her cry through the monitor. It's eerie. I think because, usually when I am by myself downstairs I have to keep my eye on the monitor because she's napping. So, it's strange because even if though the monitor is not on and Jane's not here, I hear her.

Have to admit, I'm missing her today. I think it'd be different if I was at work right now but seeing as I'm just cleaning and doing some work-related stuff, I miss her like crazy.

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5 comments:

Jody said...

I completely understand how you feel. The first day Abby was at daycare I was lost for the first hour, I didn't know what to do with myself. I decided to clean to take my mind off her. As I was going around the house cleaning I looked down and in my hand was the baby monitor. I had been lugging it from room to room without even thinking about what I was doing. Listening for them to wake up becomes like breathing, you do it without even thinking about it.

~*Cee*~ said...

I don't think it's that strange...Like the previous poster mentioned...listening for them becomes like breathing. Somehow, every morning, E and I wake up at the same time. Its like I just feel it, in my blood or something equally nutty...
And you know what? I don't think it gets 'easier'...I think it might fade a little...but I don't think that 'inkling' ever quite goes away.

cstillwagoner said...

Wow, I do the same thing......now my husband and I just call it the "ghost baby". We're always so in tune to listening for our babies, even when they aren't with us.

**** April **** said...

I remember those days... I'm thankful, now, however, that I'm a stay at home mom. I do'nt know if I'd have the strength to do it! :) I WOULD miss them too much.

I loved one center that I did have my other kiddo in had a secure feed that you could go on the web and see what they were doign at any given time.

Crystal said...

I used to be out and about without my baby and I would start to leak breast milk. A quick call home and I realized my baby was sad and crying. Mommy's have that "mother's instinct"
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